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Hello my dear watchers, surely you have noticed my lack of new updates in a while, and im sure some of you are wondering why that is. well, in a nutshell, ive been dealing with a lot of personal and emotional issues over here, been keeping quiet about it on my page, because i know the last thing people want is a steady stream of emo journals. ANYWAY! the reason i havent posted anything lately is said issues have had a huge impact on my artistic abilities, since all of this started, i have been unable to make even the simplest of sketches and drawings look like they came from anyone older than 9. im hoping i will pull out of this giant slump and be able to produce art of some kind of quality again, but until then please be patient with me, i do appreciate all of you.
hello watchers, so sorry for the severe lack of inactivity. i post most of my art on Furaffinity now… , but now that that crappy year 2011 is behind me, im gonna try and be at least somewhat active on here. gonna upload one pic tonight to prove im alive!
All done with livestream and the drawing i was doing! look for more streaming from me!
IM STREAMING. if you want to join in this madness click linky! this will be up as long as i am streaming…

The future of Hyrule depends on your watching of my stream.
My heart is broken, i gave all i could in any way i could, but it was still not enough to make her happy. i was a fool, i let myself fall too hard. my heart is ripped to pieces, and stomped into the dirt. how could i think i could change her life? how could i be so foolish to give everything for nothing.
A horrendous massacre here in Tucson today.....a mad gunman shot 19 people including federal Judge John Roll, and Congresswoman Gabrielle Giffords. 6 are confirmed dead, and thank the lord Congresswoman Giffords was not among them, she is however in Critical condition, and her surgeons are Cautiously optimistic about her recovery.

I do not care for the political ideas of the Congresswomen, but hearing this has me really upset. I do not wish death on her or any other politician whom i do not agree with. I miss the days when my hometown was safe, and relatively crime-free, but those days are over.

19 people shot....right in my own city. words do not describe my horror and shock at these events, and i am glad that the son of a bitch responsible for it all will be brought to justice.
  • Listening to: the tv
  • Watching: the emotes
  • Eating: Spaghetti
  • Drinking: air?
THE TIME HAS COME! after well over a month of waiting for registration to go back up, i finally have a Furaffinity account YAY!…

those of my watchers who have an account....follow me....if you dare! muah ha ha ha
(i will post no porn...sorry!)
  • Listening to: the tv
  • Reading: the tv (whut?)
  • Watching: the tv
  • Drinking: air?

[] you meow/bark to get attention
[x] you find pets toys amusing (i like to squeak dog toys, it makes my dogs angry XD)
[] you get hyper by the smell of catnip
[x] you growl/hiss when someone gets too close to your food (back off my chow bitches!)
[] you growl/hiss when someone you dislike is too close to you
[] you purr/shake your leg when someone shows you affection
[x] if someone tosses a ball, you chase it and brings it back (its called playing catch...)
Total: 3

[x] you love to be scratched behind the ear (I scratch myself there regularly)
[x] you love fish/meat (no vegetarians here...try next door)
[x] you like to stick your head out trough the window of a moving car (hell yeah! awesome feeling!)
[x] you like when people pet your head (very soothing)
[x] people can make you stop doing stuff by hitting you on the nose with a newspaper (uumm, yah, but mostly in confusion)
[] you think feathers are fun to play with
Total: 8

[] you sleep a lot during daytime (not generally, i like to stay up when i'm up and about)
[x] you enjoy scaring birds (its very fun, especially if its a big group!)
[] you lick peoples faces to show you like them (uuuum awkward much?)
[] you bite people if they annoy you (see above)
[x] you tend to steal food from your friends/family's plate when you have eaten all of yours (occasionally)
[x] milk or water is your favorite drink (i drink like 2 gallons of water daily)
Total: 11

[] you own a collar and you enjoy wearing it
[] you own a leash and enjoy wearing it
[] you own animal ears/tail/paws or a fursuit
[x] you enjoy long walks in the park (i enjoy long walks period)
[] you meow/bark when you see something you want
Total: 12

[x] you call your hands and feet "paws" (jokingly yes!)
[x] you tilt your head when you do not understand what someone is talking about (heh, my friends and family can vouch for that)
[] you run to the door when someone mentions a walk
[x] you really enjoy cuddling (with a female friend/girlfriend)
[x] you stretch your body and whimper a bit every morning when you wake up (every morning! really helps me get up)
[x] you can wake up and go back to sleep right away after looking around (easily)
Total: 17

[] you have your favorite spot besides your bed where you like to sleep
[x] you meow or bark very often (i do it to my pets to mess with them)
[] you hide when you get scared
[x] you run to the door to see who it is every time someone comes in to the house (i go to the door, not run..)
[] you like to chase flying insects and try to catch them with your bare hand (i did when i was a kid)
[x] you tend to chew on stuff a lot (pens and pencils are no match for my teeth!)
[] you like to do tricks to get a treat
Total: 20

[] you own a wearable item/tag with your name on it
[] you refer to your self as an animal (once again...I'm human. Why would I do that?)
[] your username has something to do with animals
[x] your e-mail has something to do with animals (one of them does)
[] if you get a bleeding wound, you lick it to make it feel better (ick...)
[x] you look for edible stuff often (hellz yah!)
Total: 22

[x] you often find yourself looking trough the window for a long time (im a bit of a space case)
[x] you like to say hi to strangers (you bet!)
[] you like to be petted when you have done something good
[] people think you act like a pet
[x] you growl/hiss at things and people you do not like (occasionally, but i don't growl at people...that would be weird as hell)
[] you like to eat grass(wow.....just wow)
[x] if you get wet, you shake to get rid of the water (prior to toweling)
Final Total: 26

Now, take your score and multiply it by two to get your final score.

52% Furry.

hahaha! this was very amusing! interesting what i learned about myself
  • Listening to: airplane flying overhead
  • Drinking: diet Dr. Pepper
OMG haven;t done a journal in a long time, but thats because my journals are always boring XD

thanks to :iconwerewolvesatheart: my page views and watchers have drastically increased in a short time! I'm now over 2000 views and rising! and most pleased with it!

all of you guys whom have discovered me I thank you! it has been a great confidence boost, which I have really needed!

thanks to all of you whom have been so supportive of me! I feel special :3

as usual the quest to improve my art is raging on, and going pretty well (particularly in the werewolf department)! but it is far from over!

thanks to all of you guys!
-Alex (Jhumperdink)
I finally reached 1000 pageviews! cool beanz! I never thought that would happen! I have never considered myself a talented enough artist to have that many people look at my stuff! now, if only more of those people would favorite my art and watch me!

thnx y'all!
  • Listening to: my little bro messing around on the keyboard
Hey Y'all! I guess you've noticed that I've been posting barely any art lately, and that is because I am frantically trying to improve my art style (again). i really need to settle on something and make due! all this constant work is tiring (>_0)  there is something different this time around though, I think I may actually be close to settling on something, but no guarantees. I'll probably post more art and journals if i get more watchers, but I don't know when that will happen, if it ever does.

My last journal was talking about swine flu, so here it is again. I got myself all worried over something less fatal, and almost exactly the same as the influenza we all know and love (RIGHT......)! sooooo...... the media sucks! it was only a problem in Mexico because of lower immune systems and poorer health care! blah! I found out that the regular flu kills waaaaay more people than the two who died in the U.S. so, is not a big deal!

Makes me wonder what else was supposedly an epidemic that was total CRAP.

that is all

I'll keep everyone updated now and then,
  • Listening to: the televison sounds
  • Watching: Southland
man, this whole Swine flu thing has got me worried, especially since I live in Tucson, which is only about 60 miles from the Mexican Border. as far as I know, only one case has been reported in Arizona, and I hope it doesn't make its way up here. I have been washing my hands like crazy, and cringing every time someone coughs :fear: ! I have to chill! I just hope that nobody nearby or close to me ends up with it, especially at such as small school as mine. :o
  • Listening to: my computer making its computer sounds
  • Reading: nada
  • Eating: turkey chili!
  • Drinking: water
It seems I am always in a rut for the art style I want. I draw, and draw and.......... DRAW SOME MORE! but I cannot seem to settle on a style that I enjoy and will always enjoy! I am such a picky artist! I think If I take more time on my drawings they will look better...... I should try that...... well...... you know. Out of every image in my gallery, there are about half that I can't stand to look at anymore! it all a crazy mess of artist block mush or whatever you want to call it........ :dead:
  • Listening to: the whitsling sound of steam coming out of my ears
  • Reading: nada
  • Watching: zelch
  • Playing: zippo
  • Eating: zero
  • Drinking: not a thing
It seems I am always in a rut for the art style I want. I draw, and draw and.......... DRAW SOME MORE! but I cannot seem to settle on a style that I enjoy and will always enjoy! I am such a picky artist! I think If I take more time on my drawings they will look better...... I should try that...... well...... you know. Out of every image in my gallery, there are about half that I can't stand to look at anymore! it all a crazy mess of artist block mush or whatever you want to call it........ :dead:
  • Listening to: the shitsling sound of steam coming out of my ears
  • Reading: nada
  • Watching: zelch
  • Playing: zippo
  • Eating: zero
  • Drinking: not a thing
Stolen from :iconearthknight:

1) What was your FIRST video game console?
Nintendo Wii! got it 2 years ago, never had a console before.

2) Name a few games you played on said console.
LoZ Twilight Princess, Ocarina of Time, SSMB, Metroid Prime 3: Corruption,Wii Sports, Wii Play, Sonic Riders; Zero Gravity and ummmm......a few others at friend's houses

3) Excluding handhelds, how many VG consoles do you own presently?
Wii......that's it.....

4) Were you a Street Fighter nut?Any character in particular?
nope, never was.

5) Do you think Capcom is a FUCKING awesome company with ''creating characters that looks so good you forget to focus on the game?''
I think that depends on the game, like the Monster Hunter series up to date for the PSP.

6) Here's the scenario.. You had some friends over and you all ate FRIED CHICKEN! After the meal you all decide to play some video games. As your friend reaches for a controller you notice his/her hands are very "greasy." Are you the type that would insist they wash their hands before pawing the controller, or is it no big deal?
OMG! I would totally Freak!

7) What's your favorite RPG/Action RPG?
Fable I&II, TES series, Loz games.

8) Do you prefer 2D games or 3D games?
I enjoy both! you would too if you'd ever played PATAPON!

9) Are you an SNK fan?
What the hell is that?

9) Are you good at DDR?
I'm probably the worst person ever a DDR.....

10) Who wants to kick that dog's ass from Duck Hunt?
never played it!

11) Have you skipped out on important events in life because of video games?

12) Do you listen to video game music?
HELL YEAH! and play it on my piano and Ocarina!

13) Have you ever cosplayed a VG character..?
no, I have not, probably never will unless it's a theme at a party or something.

14) Have you ever been in an arcade playing a fighting game, KICKING ASS, and then some 6 year old asian kid comes in and OWNS YOU??

15) Name three games you would love to see remakes of if it was done properly.
ummm......... Old games? IDK!

16) Mario or Sonic?
I prefer Mario.

17) When a movie shows up in the theaters, let's use Spider-Man as an example, are you likely to buy the GAME version?
I have never bought or played a movie game.

18) What is your LEAST favorite genre of video games? (ex. fighting, sports, shooters, etc.)
sports, racing, RTS

19) Is there a game out there that you feel was unique and didn't get enough love?
Monster Hunter freedom 1 and 2!

20) Have you ever verbally abused a game because you couldn't beat one of the levels and/or bosses?
Many times! lol

21) Do you own any VG apparel?
does an Ocarina count?

22) What are your thoughts on the live-action Super Mario Bros movie?
haven't seen it!

23) On that note, what did you think about the live-action Street Fighter movie?

24) Who's hottest out of the KOF chicks?
KOF is......what?

25) Do you say "old-school" a lot when you're having a VG conversation with others?
maybe once or twice.

26) Have you ever lent someone a game and they returned it to you damaged?
no, but that has happened to a movie I lent out

27) Do you own any imported games?

28) Are you ready for this meme to be over, or could you keep going?
I'm indifferent to it.

29) In this scenario, let's pretend you're going to get a video game tattoo! What would you get and where? This can be simple or elaborate.
I would get a Triforce on my shoulder!

30) Have you ever cried after you beat a game? If so why?
I got close at the end of Oot, the music was really pretty :3
  • Listening to: That annoying Qwest commercial with Julie and the
  • Reading: nada
  • Watching: zelch
  • Playing: zippo
  • Eating: zero
  • Drinking: not a thing
1. tag 5 people (not the one who sent it to you!)
2. answer all truthfully
3. take it in public!
4. tell all tags on their profile that they have been tagged,
and link to your journal.

[ ] I am shorter than 5'4.
[ ] I think I'm ugly sometimes. I used to.
[ ] I have many scars.
[ ] I tan easily.
[ ] I wish my hair was a different color.
[ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[ ] I have a tattoo.
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance. (who isn't now and then?)
[ ] I have/I've had braces.
[ ] I wear glasses.
[ ] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
[x] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
[ ] I have more than 2 piercings.
[ ] I have piercing in places besides my ears.
[x] I have freckles.

Family/Home Life
[x] I've sworn at my parents.
[ ] I've run away from home.
[ ] I've been kicked out of the house.
[x] My biological parents are together. (sort of.....)
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[x] I want to have kids someday.
[ ] I've lost a child.

[x] I'm in school
[x] I have a job
[x] I've fallen asleep at work/school.
[X] I almost always do my homework. (well.....)
[ ] I've missed a week or more of school.
[x] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years.
[ ] I failed more than 1 class last year.
[ ] I've stolen something from my job/school
[x] I've been fired.

[x] I've slipped out an "lol" in a spoken conversation.
[ ] Disney movies still make me cry.
[ ] I've peed from laughing.
[x] I've snorted while laughing.
[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[ ] I've glued my hand to something.
[x] I've had my pants rip in public.

[ ] I was born with a disease/impairment.
[ ] I've gotten stitches/staples.
[ ] I've broken a bone.
[ ] I've had my tonsils removed.
[ ] I've sat in a doctor's office/emergency room with a friend.
[x] I've had my wisdom teeth removed. (all four AT ONCE!)
[ ] I had a serious surgery.
[ ] I've had chicken pox. (nope, not yet!)

[x] I've driven over 200 miles in one day. (Road Trip!)
[ ] I've been on a plane like 20 times.
[ ] I've been to Canada.
[x] I've been to Mexico. (I used to live like 20 minutes from the border....)
[ ] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[ ] I've been to Japan.
[ ] I've celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[ ] I've been to Europe.
[ ] I've been to Africa.

[x] I've gotten lost in my city.
[x] I've seen a shooting star.
[x] I've wished on a shooting star.
[x] I've seen a meteor shower
[ ] I've gone out in public in my pajamas. possibly
[ ] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[ ] I've kicked a guy where it hurts.
[x] I've been to a casino. (In Laughlin, I had a totally wasted dude tell me not to spend any more that $20!)
[ ] I've been skydiving.
[ ] I've gone skinny dipping. (I've always wanted
[ ] I've played spin the bottle.
[ ] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[ ] I've crashed a car. (not so much as a dent)
[ ] I've been Skiing.
[x] I've been in a play. (three actually, well, more like 2 1/2)
[ ] I've met someone in person from myspace.
[x] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[ ] I've seen the Northern lights.
[ ] I've sat on a roof top at night.
[ ] I've played chicken.
[x] I've played a prank on someone.
[x] I've ridden in a taxi.
[ ] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[ ] I've eaten sushi
[ ] I've been snowboarding.

[ ] I'm single
[x] I'm in a relationship.
[ ] I'm engaged.
[ ] I'm married
[ ] I've gone on a blind date.
[ ] I've been the dumped more than the dumper.
[x] I miss someone right now.
[ ] I have a fear of abandonment.
[ ] I've gotten divorced.
[x] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[ ] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
[ ] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
[ ] I've kept something from a past relationship.

[ ] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex.
[ ] I've had a crush on a teacher.
[x] I am a cuddler
[ ] I've been kissed in the rain.
[ ] I've hugged a stranger.
[ ] I have kissed a stranger

[ ] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't.
[x] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[ ] I've snuck out of my house.
[ ] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[ ] I am keeping a secret from the world.
[x] I've cheated while playing a game.
[x] I've cheated on a test.
[x] I've run a red light. (on an illegal u-turn :w00t:)
[ ] I've been suspended from school.
[ ] I've witnessed a crime.
[ ] I've been in a fist fight. Never lost one yet.
[ ] I've been arrested.

[ ] I've consumed alcohol.
[ ] I regularly drink.
[ ] I've passed out from drinking.
[ ] I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
[ ] I've smoked weed.
[ ] I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them.
[ ] I've eaten shrooms.
[ ] I've popped E.
[ ] I've inhaled Nitrous.
[ ] I've done hard drugs.
[ ] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
[ ] I can't swallow pills.
[ ] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem
[ ] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
[ ] I have been diagnosed with one or more anxiety disorder.
[x] I shut others out when I'm depressed. (as best I can)
[ ] I take anti-depressants.
[ ] I'm anorexic or bulimic.
[ ] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it.
[x] I've hurt myself on purpose. (I sometimes slap myself when I sing a wrong note in choir, not very hard though)
[x] I'm afraid of dying. (more or less)
[ ] I hate funerals.
[ ] I've seen someone dying
[ ] Someone close to me has attempted suicide.
[ ] Someone close to me has committed suicide.
[ ] I've planned my own suicide.
[ ] I've attempted suicide.
[ ] I've written a eulogy for myself.

[ ] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[x] I own an iPod or MP3 player.
[ ] I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga.
[ ] I own multiple designer purses, costing over $100 a piece.
[ ] I own something from Hot Topic.
[ ] I own something from Pac Sun.
[ ] I collect comic books.
[ ] I own something from The Gap.
[x] I own something I got on e-bay.
[ ] I own something from Abercrombie.

[x] I can sing well.
[ ] I've stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
[x] I open up to others easily.
[x] I watch the news.
[ ] I don't kill bugs.
[x] I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme.
[x] I curse regularly.  (that's none of you fucking business!)
[x] I sing in the shower.
[x] I am a morning person.
[ ] I paid for my cell phone ring tone.
[ ] I'm a snob about grammar.
[ ] I am a sports fanatic.
[ ] I twirl my hair.
[ ] I have "x"s in my screen name.
[ ] I love being neat.
[x] I love Spam.
[ ] I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day
[x] I bake well.
[x] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue. (red all the way)
[x] I've worn pajamas to school.
[ ] I like Martha Stewart.
[x] I know how to shoot a gun.
[ ] I am in love with love.
[x] I am guilty of typing lIkE tHiS. (once in a while.....)
[X] I laugh at my own jokes.
[ ] I eat fast food weekly.
[x] I believe in ghosts. (Haven't seen one, but I believe)
[ ] I am online 24/7, even as an away message.
[ ] I've not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
[ ] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[ ] I am really ticklish. (I am literally ticklish nowhere on my body, except the bottoms of my feet.)
[x] I love white chocolate.
[x] I bite my nails.
[x] I play video games.
[x] I'm good at remembering faces.
[ ] I'm good at remembering names.
[ ] I'm good at remembering dates.
  • Listening to: Mother lecturing younger
  • Drinking: iced tea
this is totally completely unrelated to anything (just a warning)

I was at my Godmother's house yesterday, and she has a wolf that she found as a puppy and adopted for a pet. her name is Lila and she is absolutely the sweetest canine anyone could ever meet. she is every bit as smart as a wild wolf and every bit as beautiful. I was brushing her yesterday because she shed a LOT, and I found it absolutely hilarious to see so large and dignified an animal as a Timber Wolf roll over and ask for a belly rub. I just thought I'd share that useless bit of information with everyone :roll:

and now for something completely different......

I live in Tucson, Arizona, and in the beginning of March it is 90 degrees outside I am NOT kidding! its redonkulous! it has been like this all weekend CRAZYNESS :dizzy: it makes me wonder what this summer will be like......oye....... LOTS of swimming.
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  • Listening to: the eerie silence in my house.....
  • Playing: My ocarina on and off
Hey everyone, and my one watcher Shadow-wolf-half-evil!
I have been posting a lot more pencil sketches as of late, and it saves time so I don't have to color everything before posting it! I sketch something new almost every day now, because I have a free 3rd period! :w00t: I will be posting lots more pencil drawings in the months to come because I draw a lot!

I'll keep y'all updated
  • Listening to: the eerie silence in my house.....
  • Playing: My ocarina on and off